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Should I get a sex slave? I'm not into relationships, and I thought I should hire someone from 16-25 to make all my sexual fantasies come true. Where do I find one? She needs to be into kinky sex/torture as well. | Im 18, and im completely willing to be your slave ;)
Email me nikkiorge@yahoo.com | Nightmare (Being a sex slave) - Any input? i know this is long but you don't have to read the actual dream. If you have any advice please respond.
I woke up at 8, then went back to sleep and had the nighmare. you see, brians (bf) been out of town for a few days and ive been um, lonely. So when i woke up at 8 i watched some...yano on my computer. I dont really like to. i makes me feel dirty. and unhappy. but today it affected me more than usual.
After i went back to sleep i had this horrible nightmare about how i was guynapped and forced to be a sex slave. Ever since i was raped in real life i have read entensively about modern slave trade. (ok i wasnt raped but my first time was not wanted. i didnt know how to say no)
So this is the dream. Its quite long, so no need to read unless you want details.
I was wandering around store after store in a flea market type of place, because brian was still asleep (there had been a big party the night before, with acid involved. I didnt like that and then the host got mad at me for not likeing her friends. so then i decided to be more friendly to weird people. because apparantly they had souls too.) (and brian apparantly was in a play, wtf?)
anyway. So i was just wandering, and came upon this stand that sold colorful stockings for 50cents (as opposed to 10 bucks) like candy to a baby, i was immediately intrigued. I picked a pair then went to the seller, who was chillin in a circle with his friends. They looked like hoodlums, normally this wouldve scared me off. but i ended up joking with them. I felt a little uneasy when a left so i decided not to go to my car just yet, in case they were watching. But then I fell asleep randomly. Then when i woke up i was in this balcony. My posessions were there, but for some reason fake money was inside of my wallet. I guessed that they had guynapped me and played a joke on me. so i jumped and ran for it. I made it pretty far down the street but they came with this huge truck called the ''double turok''. It had mechanisms on it like the big daddys from bioshock. (odd...) anyway they had weapons and they found me. Oddly enough i was still on joking terms with them, until they told me that i couldnt leave them. I asked to pee and they said sure, but they took me into the bathroom and started to rape me.
luckily, i woke up then.
REASONS:
its because of the porn (mostly). i dont understand why women do it, it all looks so painful. Its like theyre getting tortured sexually. it looks horrible from my pov. I hate being a woman because feel like no matter what i do, sex is going to be demeaning for me. physically and emotionally. For a guy its just fun but for a girl its a committment. Girls have more to maintain down there.
its also because of my bf. we have stopped having sex because for awhile we did it almost all the time. I grew tired of it and sometimes it was unwanted. Brian would never want to hurt me, but hes a guy. No matter what he always wants to **** me.
CONCLUSION:
This is a recurring thing for me. Not the nightmares but the fears. Doesn't anyone think about how literally horrible it would be to be a ******* sex slave? I wish i could do something about it. I wish i could help some of those poor women, and men. It just makes me sad that we live in this bubble completely oblivious to real world problems. it exists. its out there. Normal people just dont want to notice.
also, im only 5'1'' and i feel pretty vulnerable most of the time. I could never defend myself against someone bigger than me. It just exacerbates my paranoia. | | You dream about being a sex slave, because you are. Sex (the thought, the idea) dominates your thinking. You know your boyfriend wants it, all the time. So you're always reminded of it. | What are the psychological matters involved in making a woman considering herself a prostitute? There are many families in India who marry not for daughter in law or wife but for making a good woman a sex slave or prostitute. These woman are physically, mentally, sexually tortured. Many rich people are involved and Indian police has nor research base to caugh these regular sex predators 'family' but they rather act themselves as the saviour of the insane business. People say that there is a whole 'maharaja' caste involved in the insane woman torture. It shows a total insane picture of India different from the regular one, no democracy no law. | | self-actualisation would be the most important. | My girlfriend stole my vagintity.she forced me to have sex with her.im scared.she want to again.what do i do? I moved out and she said i could move in with her.she said as long as i follow the rules which is to do what she says.small stuff like help wash dishes and what knock.but then at night.she told me to take her.i never had sex before.then she said it will feel good.i dont know its just she seemed different.i didnt want to.she was really strong and she grabbed me tossed me on the bed and started putting herself in and out of me.i begged her to stop because now i didnt feel i wanted her to be my first time.then she said she wanted to be my first.then she kept going.then she made me do it all night.and when we stopped.she told me if i tell anyone what she did to me.shes gonna torture me and make me her sex slave for life. | | the way you wrote that made it seem like your Girlfriend has a penis. You are not very manly are you? You cant really do anything cause nobody will believe you were "raped" by a girl. You have to get evidence if you ever want someone to actually believe you. My friend was raped by a girl. He went to the police but they didn't do anything. As I said, get it on tape somehow or the police might not believe you. | How come asian guys are so effeminative that they have to get their mommys to find a wife for them ? All of them are effeminative closeted homosexuals that can't get a girlfriend so they get their mommys to find them a girl to be their sex slave and torture the poor girl. All of them are effeminative and their sons turn out effeminative too, their daughters blast Justin bieber music in their car singing baby baby baby ohhhh crap. I live in new york near the bronx and I see them douches with their wives and daughters all the time, It gets on my dang nerves. According to my religion of christian, I'm strongly against arranged marriages and I believe a stop should be put. Them Asian Guys always go to their native countries to get married. Their should be a law that makes clear that an asian can be put in jail for praticing arranged marriages. Why are asian guys so effeminative and so pathetic ? | | Christians practiced arranged marriages until, well not that long ago. Dumbass. | Why are European Males Global procurer's ,and even a Catholic Preacher? Why a Catholic Preacher in California held a young chinese girl as a sex slave and tortured her and left her beaten in the back of the woods,why In places such as the Islands and Brazil European Males where they go to look for women and own Brothels of them and take them from there home country,Why dont people there have one race , this has been happening since the 1600's,Why do American Males and some Euro fly to asia and some live there in Thialand,Vietnam, Japan and the Phillipines take some of these girls in wearhouses then also fly them away from there country,Why do Portuguese,English and Dutch males steal Hall and already have women from places such as Nigeria,Ghana and Guinia,threaten and use them and never return ,Why do American,Canadian and Kazakhastani males have Russian,lebanese and Slovakian take these girls and hall them away and never return to there country,WHy are all of them in commen,Why are all Third World,why are the men in there own country's giving them away ? | because ... well,they are " betrayers,headstrong ,puffed up with pride, lovers of pleasures rather than lovers of God, having a form of godly devotion but proving false to its power ..."
is not just certain people in certain countries...its global ...
all is part of a movement , that had to happen , from those ...stay away ... (2 timothy 3:4,5) | Is your love unconditional? Here is a test.
(un-conditional means you love them no matter what)
Would you still love your special someone if:
1) They killed your best friend?
2) Sold you as a sex slave?
3) Tortured your pet?
4) Proposed to your mom? | that is all conjuncture.....however yes i love him unconditionally.........i may not ever forgive, yet forgiveness is also part of love........so yes i do, because i forgive.......i however never ever forget!♥
true forgiveness is a measure of infinite love!♥ | See I told you, rape is worse than murder! But rape is still bad? Sex Slave and Murder > Torture and Murder > Rape and Murder > Murder > Cutting someones arms/legs off or making them blind etc > Severe Assault > Rape > Every other crime.
Rape is a bad crime, BUT IT IS NOT THE WORST CRIME THERE IS. See? | Actually, I think you'll find that rape victims will do anything to save their lives. Even agree to commit sexual acts.
I don't think anyone says that rape is worse than murder. But it's not something I'd want to do, would you? | How can I overcome my fears and be strong? I'm extremely horrified by blood and gore, and I feel all tingly, faint and butterflies-in the stomach, and I get really anxious and faint, when I do like now I feel chiled to the bone and squeamish. The thought are always in the back of my mind and I can't overcome them :(
I watch the news and I know how cruel the real world is. I always see murder, people being shot or stabbed on the news. It always happens in every place, any time. I am afraid and worry that it could happen to me or someone I care about, I care about everyone though?I am extremely scared and creeped out by the Missing Peoples List and the Most Wanted List on the FBI. I am so very scared and saddened on how the world is so scary and terrifying and so horribly wrong. Why does the world have to be so bad? I am terrified also of sharp knives, knives in general wounds, and my past traumatic experience with nitrous oxide or happy gas when I was 9 having a nerve conduction study. Why do people have to be so cruel, and torture other people and animals and the earth ? What and why has the world come to?
Why do we have to have suffering and sex slaves and tortured people and poor people and places like Somalia? Why do we have to have warfare , violence and terrorism and the use of weapons? Please Help Me? Why is the World so mean? I need an answer?And I'm also afraid of injuring myself by stepping on a sharp tack or getting stabbed or being murdered brutally. How can I be strong? I am a very empathetic caring guy and I always feel for people who are sad or suffering.
Please Help Me. I am mentally stable, and I'm not going to go to a psychiatrist, thank you. I also greatly worry about people who want to or do commit suicide. This problem has only really came to me around 1 year ago, and when I think of others or me in pain. I am really empathetic, sympathetic and very sensitive. I am extremely horrified and fear injury, like splitting heads, and stabs, and amputations, I feel like I stated, I get scared and I feel worried and bad, like its actually happened to me? Why do we have to have injury (accidental), and people who purposely inflict cruel acts to others?
Also if this helps I am 14, unlike my friends I am morally opposed to violent video games, I live in aus, i am christian oh and I had a nerve destructive syndrome called Gillian Barre Syndrome when I was young called Gillian Barre Syndrome google it Gillian Barre Syndrome its really painful terrible feeling, sorry don't have the wiki link :(. When I think of how scary and bad the world is I get a weird feeling in my tummy, and I feel like I want to cry. When I grow up I want to rescue all the dying animal species and people and make the whole world at peace :). No violence, sex slaves, missing people , no dying species, no tortured people , no bullied people, everyone in harmony at peace :) Till then I have a strong emotional worries and I need an answer so I can not be afraid. Thank you very much , may the sun always light your path :)
Please help me, I would award 1000 points if I could, please help me, and thank you for helping my life (:-(? :D
Best wishes for all your futures ;)
Add: I don't watch horror films or the news a lot i just know the real world is like it :( | | ..I think you should probably begin to set your world up to be a more peaceful, serene and loving place for yourself..Each of us can and has the right to do this..Don't watch or listen to those things that you know you cannot handle either..There is a lot of gore on the TV these days, but most take it with a grain of salt, or they don't watch it all..This world has always had bad things/people in it and it always will, but why focus on this when we can focus on what is loving and good, and do what we can for who we can..When you are filled with fear, love cannot live there, so try and replace your fears with the good stuff there is, and there is lots of it around, but it starts with our self..Each one of us has a responsibility to our self to do and make this world a better place, but we cannot do everything, so we do what we can and let go of the rest..As one person once said, "I cannot clean up all the garbage, but I can make sure my backyard is clean first"..Then we move on to bigger things if one has the time and effort..If you allow fear to continue to rule your life, it will always be there and it will get bigger & worse..Address your realistic fears one at a time, and if you find there is no answer for one of them, then acceptance is all that is left for one to do, then move on and away from the issue..In time you will feel better..Begin to do some charitable things for neighbours, family, or friends, or help someone anonymously..This is how we can fill up on love, by first caring and sharing, by being a friend..Journaling also helps keep the negative out of our minds..We can put this on paper so we will not have to carry it around with us anymore, leaving room for all the good stuff..You will also have to accept that there will always be evil in the world, until the Lord returns, if you are a believer, and in the meantime we do what we can, in the name of love, for anyone we can..The key to overcoming any/all of these fears, is in your thoughts or thinking process which can always be changed when one makes the choice to change them...Take care, Life really is great and does have a great deal of good stuff in it as well which is where you may need to begin focusing instead of all the negative stuff...."Anyone can worry, have fear, be depressed or angry, but it takes humility to be grateful"...God Bless.. |
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