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Test on delicate argument? This is a test about female masturbation. I'll like that the answers will be serious. This is just curiosity.
1)What's your name?
2)How old are you?
3)How old were you when you did it the first time?
4)Do you do it regularly?More of one time in a day?
5)Where you stay when you do it?
6)How you do it?If you won't answer go to 6bis
6bis)Do you prefer external stimulation or also do you prefer to penetrate yourself?
7)Do you use any object?
8)Have you ever licked the fingers after you do it?What is the taste?
9)Someone discover you while you do it?What's happend?
10)When you do it you say something?
11)What do you think when you do it?
12)Do you become wet a lot?
13)Do you undress to do it?
14)Have you ever do it in front of a pc?
15)Do you see some hot pic o movies when you do it?
16)Sometimes you do it to free from nervous?
Thanks to all girls. | | And what would be the passing grade on this little "Test"? | Can anyone help me please? Respected Sir,
I have a pathetic story to tell you. Pls have the generosity to answer my greivances. I am now 25 year old now. I have been masturbating since birth. Because I can recall that I was feeling the pleasure even before I entered my 1st standard. I used to lay on my brother's stomach and rub my penis against the softness of his stomach. Afterwards (i.e., when I was in primary classes) when I tried to climb trees I used get aroused I would use my thighs and shake against the tree to masturabate. Afterwards I got to used to rubbing the penis against my bed. Sometimes I would use the pillows to do that.I also happen to read sex books at tender age only. I saw porn movies only after I turned 22 year old.
I was a image conscious person. I had some false prestiges to boast of also. Unfortunately only bad habit that haunted all along my life was this sexual urge. I always felt guilt of this addiction. Also I suffered a lot in my schooling due to “School Days” problems like love, friendship etc., etc., The short cut I found to relieve my depression was this masturbation. I had psychiatric problems depression, hallucination. As I came from poor family I could not take any treatment, after my 20th age I took some treatment.Still I doubt my mental health.
Now, the problem is ..... Sir even now I have not seen a condom in real. I had a girl friend upto my 5th standard thereafterwards I never got a so called girl friend.I conditioned myself to be a IDEAL person like a Gentleman. Even though I had severe sexual urge I never exhibited it. I also thought to be a pure lover one should avoid sexual thoughts. All my friends respected me for not indulging in any bad habits like cigar, drinks or sex.
My friends had sex right in thier 18th age only. They also had affairs with married woman. I never wanted to have sex with a non-lover girl, unfortunately I didnot get any girl as my lover or whatever. Even when my friends offered to pay for call girls I didnot budge as it would dent my image. They held me in high esteem one of my friends offered to share his Keeps assuming I dont like paid fun. When I rejected free sex with a safe and exclusive woman also. I became Hero infront of them. But I wanted to do sex without the knowledge of my friends. I failed to impress any female and I could not afford call girls on my own.
My friend used to narrate his sexual escapades with me. I got satisfaction from that only and I also saw porn in internet. Even though I used to masturbate and ejaculate upto 23 years I did not know that Lovemaking involves shots. I thought everybody makes love only once or that kind of how many rounds of sex u had questions had not arised in my mind. Once my friend told me that he goes upto 7 shots in a night, minimum 5 shots he gives and few Men can only do that. Normally men do 2 or 3 times.
That words of 5 shots always lingered in my ear. My friends always laughed at me for not doing sex. They wud comment I wud go impotent without doing that. I didnot care their words. One unfortunate day as usual I saw porn in internet and went home and during night I masturabated using pillow . I actually used stroke the pillow after rubbing over it for quiet a time. It used be good but I would feel exhausted in the morning and full day. On that said unfortunate day in the afternoon , though my penis was limp I recalled my friend's words of 5 sgots and I tried to **** the pillow. I was jealous that I did only once but my friend used to give 5 to 7 shots to his women.
Thereafterwards my exams arrived. in that tension I did not feel any arousal. After 2 months when i as sitting in a bus I got severe pain in my balls. It was awfully paining. I didnot know what to do ? How to relieve that pain . I wen to equalyptus tree and hanged to it and shook my legs and ejaculated. The pain died down after 3,4 hours.
For about 6 months I was wandering in bangalore city in search of job. During that period I never got arousal but sometimes in night I would rub and stroke hard to get that pleasure. I never used my hands or fingers to masturabate. All of a sudden I observed that my penis had stopped getting erection. And also that sexual feeling which I would get in my body ,head to toe has been missing for more than 6 months.
I think I have hurt my penis and nerve system. It has become only a urine passing duct. If I try to masturbate like rubbing my penis on my bed or pillow I get only body pain and my balls are constantly under pain , my penis is always limp.
I feel devastated. I feel like committing suicide because though I won many prizes in co-curricular activities no girl gor impressed. My physique is not desirable. I have some body deformity also which is neither handicap nor normal posture. It has taken away my peace from my life I feel my body posture is the reason for girls/woman not liking/wanting me.
I feel useless. I have become like a loose because if my friends come to know that I am unable get | Nice story, you can get it printed and it'll be a bestseller.
Please cut the story short. | Is this really just OCD? This is going to be a LOOONG one...
Basics - 17, Female. Abused drugs when I was younger, very rarely do I/have I ever drinked. Shy, a loner. Smart-I'm a straight-A student, AP/Honor classes.
WELL... About three months ago I started seeing a psychiatrist, of my free will, as the multitude of all of my symptoms (which I'll list below) had started to take it's toll. I've been diagnosed with OCD as well as Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Depression and Social Phobia. We had just laid out a three-month treatment plan at my last visit and it upsets me that I have yet to completely come clean with everything. I'm worried about having been diagnosed with the wrong illness-OCD, that is. It's the main-runner of this show and recent research I've commited to has brought other possibilities into the picture-symptoms are needed to understand much more...
OCD Symptoms;
- Intense episodes of Daydreaming. These consist of anything from me perfecting myself as well as past/future situations to me re-enacting movie/anime/televsion sequences or creating some of my own. These often tak up hours at a time, especially because of summer-time, this takes up approximately a quarter of my day. It is accompanied by often viscous pacing/running. I've broken toes having kicked things, bruises, cuts/scratches... I tend to act some things out-talking/fighting etc. And yes, I am aware that my fantasy world is NOT reality during these episodes.
- (**My doctor is NOT aware of this** This is in all actuallity the first time it has even left my head.) Disturbing sexual thoughts/urges - I have an extremely 'healthy' sex drive-I have since a very young age. It started out as a curiousity (masturbation) which in part, I believe, can be blamed on me having been molested when I was 6. From my understanding, it didn't bother me, I don't remember much-once my mother had reminded me of it (as up until two years ago, I had forgotten) I hadn't known that the dreams I had were in fact memories. Well... moving on... I have extremely disturbing sexual fantasies that 'pop' into my mind, unwelcomed and uncontrollable. These include rape, molestation, sadism/masochism, incest, beastiality, torture... All of these thoughts, while do provide sexual enjoyment at the time (MASTURBATION. I have not once ever acted anything out. Nor will I ever, if I have anything to say about it) often afterwards all i can think of is how vile and disgusting it is. Shame has become a constant part of my life-and depression/anxiety seem to stem from this even more so than my pacing. **** Side Note - I have a girlfried of nearly a year. We have a healthy sexual realtionship, have experimented with light bondage. Nothing serious at all. These thoughts HAVE effected this relationship greatly. A part of my reasoning to going to a psychiatrist, really...
All other symptoms aren't relative to my OCD, so I see no reason in stating them...
From what my doctor and I have come to believe this has been a pretty basic OCD case - I have anxious thoughts and calm myself down through pacing/daydreaming. However, just recently I came across the disorder "Maladaptive Daydreaming" and have found it's symptoms to match MUCH more perfectly to my first "OCD Symptom". So I ask you-is it possible for me to have recieved the wrong diagnosis? If I don't, in fact, have OCD, what could be the cause for my sexual fantacies? They are NOT welcomed, and I don't actively ever initiate them, so I do not think that they are just 'turn ons'. :/ | I am treating someone with a lot of the same symptoms as you. Here's how this works:
You are molested. It literally rewires your brain to accept these things as normal. You are compulsed to relive this trauma. I am betting you have been raped or some significant others have tried to force you to do things sexually you didn't want to do. It is very simply confusion. Your idea of what is "normal" disagrees with what people tell you is normal, causing the guilt.
You need to bring this up to your therapist, as this will significantly affect your treatment course.
A fantasy is fine, but acting it out is not. And if you were to find a partner that would also be interested in your fantasies, it is very likely you will begin to act these out. |
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